Chen (첸) – Sorry not sorry (하고 싶던 말)

하고 싶던 말

hago shipdeon mal
“Sorry not sorry”
사월, 그리고 꽃 (April, and a flower)
2019.04.01

shigani haegyeolhaejuriran mideum
geu hanaro beotyeowanneunde huhwehae

neo eopshi sarabolkke himdeureodo gyeondyeobolkke
niga eomneun harun cham nasseolgetjiman
hamkkeraseo haengbokaetteon
shiganmajeo tteoolligi shireo nan uyeonirado
majuchineun il eopgireul uri heyeojeo

jogeum deo noryeokamyeon nae mam da arajul kkeorago
miryeonhan gidaeman

shigani haegyeolhaejujineun ana
aesseo butjabatteon naldeul huhwehae

neo eopshi sarabolkke himdeureodo gyeondyeobolkke
niga eomneun harun cham nasseolgetjiman
hamkkeraseo haengbokaetteon
shiganmajeo tteoolligi shireo nan uyeonirado
majuchineun il eopsgireul uri heyeojeo

cheoeumeuro neoyege malhalkke
charari yokaedo joa
neoye maeum ihaeharyeo hadeon
iyuga deoneun naege eopseo huhwehae

neo eopshi sarabolkke himdeureodo gyeondyeobolkke
neul juneun geotbakke moreudeon nal wihae
hal su inneun modeun geotteul neol wihae naeyeojun maeum
deo isang miryeoneun eopseo
majuchineun il eopgireul barae ijen
sashil hago shipdeon mal
mianhae

시간이 해결해주리란 믿음
그 하나로 버텨왔는데 후회해

너 없이 살아볼게 힘들어도 견뎌볼게
니가 없는 하룬 참 낯설겠지만
함께라서 행복했던
시간마저 떠올리기 싫어 난 우연이라도
마주치는 일 없기를 우리 헤어져

조금 더 노력하면 내 맘 다 알아줄 거라고
미련한 기대만

시간이 해결해주지는 않아
애써 붙잡았던 날들 후회해

너 없이 살아볼게 힘들어도 견뎌볼게
니가 없는 하룬 참 낯설겠지만
함께라서 행복했던
시간마저 떠올리기 싫어 난 우연이라도
마주치는 일 없기를 우리 헤어져

처음으로 너에게 말할게
차라리 욕해도 좋아
너의 마음 이해하려 하던
이유가 더는 내게 없어 후회해

너 없이 살아볼게 힘들어도 견뎌볼게
늘 주는 것밖에 모르던 날 위해
할 수 있는 모든 것들 널 위해 내어준 마음
더 이상 미련은 없어
마주치는 일 없기를 바래 이젠
사실 하고 싶던 말
미안해

My belief that time heals all wounds
Was all that got me through this, and I regret it

I’ll try to live without you, I’ll try to make it through
Even if it’s hard, even though a day without you seems so strange
I don’t even want to remember
The happy times we spent together
I hope we never meet again, even if by chance, let’s break up

My foolish hopes that if I tried a bit more
You would understand how I felt

Aren’t something that will be healed over time
All the days I struggled to hold on, I regret them

I’ll try to live without you, I’ll try to make it through
Even if it’s hard, even though a day without you seems so strange
I don’t even want to remember
The happy times we spent together
I hope we never meet again, even if by chance, let’s break up

This is the first time I’m telling you
I’d rather you just curse at me
I no longer have any reason
To try to understand you, I regret it

I’ll try to live without you, I’ll try to make it through
Even if it’s hard, for myself, who knew nothing but how to give
I did all I could do, and I gave you my heart
But I have no more regrets
Now I just hope we never meet again
What I really wanted to tell you was
I’m sorry