Lee Eunsang (이은상) – Beautiful Scar (Feat. Park Woojin of AB6IX)

반짝이는 불빛으로
뛰어든 작은 존재처럼
(끝이라는 걸 모른 채
빠져버렸어 너에게)
아름다운 모습으로
넌 나의 심장까지 태워
(한 치 망설임도 없이 그렇게)

네 뜻대로 잘라내고
깎여져 나간 내 마음
그땐 이것조차 행복했어 난
괴로워 찢겨진 감정 속에
심어진 이 trauma
아직도 난 널 벗어나지 못해

Fake smile, Fake heart 잔인하게도
거짓말뿐인 사랑으로
나를 속여온 너
지독한 상처를 남겨

I can’t stop, I can’t stop thinkin’ bout you
널 지워내고 지워내도
날카로운 추억이 아프게 찔러
너를 욕하고 쳐내도
네 모든 게 다 거짓인데도
이미 내 몸에
깊게 베인 beautiful scar

애써봐도 사라지지 않아
맘속엔 짙은 흉터가 남아
널 떨쳐낼 수가 없는걸
넌 나의 beautiful scar
습관처럼 매일 너를 찾아
이미 넌 떠났는데도 말이야
나의 세상을 어지럽힌 너
Such a beautiful scar

모든 게 fake smile, fake heart
우리 다 맹세했잖아 난 걸었지 finger
헤어날 수 없어 너라는 존재는 깊어
받았던 상처는 아물지 않아 much deeper
네가 남긴 건 상처까지 아름다워
아무렇지 않은 넌 끝까지 다 너다워
장마도 아닌데 너라는 비가 내려
계절이 바뀌어도 내 맘은 마르지가 않아

Fake smile, Fake heart 잔인하게도
거짓말뿐인 사랑으로
나를 속여온 너
넌 아물지 않는 상처야

I can’t stop, I can’t stop thinkin’ bout you
널 지워내고 지워내도
날카로운 추억이 아프게 찔러
너를 욕하고 쳐내도
네 모든 게 다 거짓인데도
이미 내 몸에
깊게 베인 beautiful scar

혹시나 나의 착각일까
무의미한 이 기대감도
전부 포장된 기억 속에
네가 만들어내는 허상이야
Yeah I know it Yeah I know it
하지만 벗어날 수 없어
넌 여전히 아름다워

I can’t stop, I can’t stop thinkin’ bout you
널 지워내고 지워내도
날카로운 추억이 아프게 찔러
너를 욕하고 쳐내도
네 모든 게 다 거짓인데도
이미 내 몸에
깊게 베인 beautiful scar

애써봐도 사라지지 않아
맘속엔 짙은 흉터가 남아
널 떨쳐낼 수가 없는걸
넌 나의 beautiful scar
습관처럼 매일 너를 찾아
이미 넌 떠났는데도 말이야
나의 세상을 어지럽힌 너
Such a beautiful scar

Like a small existence that jumped in
With a shining light
(Without knowing it’s the end
I fell for you)
With your beauty
You burned up my heart
(Without a single beat of hesitation)

You cut out and chipped away at my heart
However you wanted
Even that made me happy back then
In my misery, with these torn emotions
This trauma was planted in me
I still haven’t escaped from you

Fake smile, Fake heart
Cruelly, with a fake love
You deceived me
Leaving behind a bad scar

I can’t stop, I can’t stop thinkin’ bout you
I try erasing and erasing you
But the sharp memories painfully pierce me
Even though I tried cursing you out
Even though all of you is a lie
You’re already deeply engraved in my body
Beautiful scar

I try so hard but it won’t disappear
A thick scar remains in my heart
I can’t get rid of you
You’re my beautiful scar
Like a habit, I look for you every day
Even though you’ve already left
You’ve messed up my world
Such a beautiful scar

It’s all a fake smile, fake heart
We swore to each other, I promised with my pinky finger
But I can’t escape, your existence is so deep
The scar won’t heal, it’s much deeper
But even the scar you gave me is beautiful
You’re perfectly fine, that’s so you
It’s not monsoon season but your rain keeps falling
Even when the seasons change, my heart won’t dry

Fake smile, Fake heart
Cruelly, with a fake love
You deceived me
Leaving behind a bad scar

I can’t stop, I can’t stop thinkin’ bout you
I try erasing and erasing you
But the sharp memories painfully pierce me
Even though I tried cursing you out
Even though all of you is a lie
You’re already deeply engraved in my body
Beautiful scar

When I thought I was mistaken
When I had that meaningless hope
It was all just an illusion that you made
Wrapped up in a fake memory
Yeah I know it, Yeah I know
But I can’t escape
You’re still so beautiful

I can’t stop, I can’t stop thinkin’ bout you
I try erasing and erasing you
But the sharp memories painfully pierce me
Even though I tried cursing you out
Even though all of you is a lie
You’re already deeply engraved in my body
Beautiful scar

I try so hard but it won’t disappear
A thick scar remains in my heart
I can’t get rid of you
You’re my beautiful scar
Like a habit, I look for you every day
Even though you’ve already left
You’ve messed up my world
Such a beautiful scar