Stray Kids – Ex (미친 놈)

유난히 차갑던 그 날의 말투
유난히 많았던 그 날의 하품
하루 이틀 또 핑계가 된 바쁨
결국엔 티 났던 식어버린 마음

미안하단 말을 남긴 채 너와
손을 떨며 써 내려간 슬픈 결말
떠나보내 놓고 난 아프죠
내가 그래 놓고 왜 내가 아프죠

고맙다는 말도 못 한 채 너와
말을 떨며 주고받은 날카로운 말
멀쩡한 척해도 거짓말 못 하는
그리움이 날 후회하게 만들죠

다 깨져버린 추억들 속에 널 찾아
붙잡아봤자 너의 눈물만 떠올라

그땐 내가 미쳐 돌았나 봐 너 없는 시간
난 자신이 없는데 결국 너밖엔 없는데
잠깐 미쳤던 거야

그땐 내가 미처 몰랐나 봐 너 없는 공간
숨쉬기도 벅찬데 뭘 믿고 그랬을까
미친 놈이었던 날

욕해도 좋아
맘껏 욕 욕 욕해
Woah Yeah Woah Yeah
욕해도 좋아
실컷 욕 욕 욕해
날 향한 증오가 화 정도가 될 때까지
화가 풀려 다시 돌아갈 수 있다면

할 말 다 털어놓은 상태
서로 안 맞았던 걸로 포장해
사실 너를 만나는 중에 딴 사람도 눈에
들어왔던 게 나의 죄

무슨 일 있냐고 물어보는 너의
목소리를 들었을 때 절레절레
신경 쓰지 말라고 말했었던 난데
그 말을 뱉은 내가 더 신경 쓰여 왜

다 깨져버린 추억들 속에 널 찾아
붙잡아봤자 너의 눈물만 떠올라

그땐 내가 미쳐 돌았나 봐 너 없는 시간
난 자신이 없는데 결국 너밖엔 없는데
잠깐 미쳤던 거야

그땐 내가 미처 몰랐나 봐 너 없는 공간
숨쉬기도 벅찬데 뭘 믿고 그랬을까
미친 놈이었던 날

주제도 모르고 너를 놓치고
후회만 하는 내가 너무도 밉다
주체를 못 하고 보고 싶은데 yeah
저 멀리 멀어져 닿을 수 없는 널
잊지 못하는 고통 속에 살아가

그땐 내가 미쳐 돌았나 봐 너 없는 시간
난 자신이 없는데 결국 너밖엔 없는데
잠깐 미쳤던 거야

그땐 내가 미처 몰랐나 봐 너 없는 공간
숨쉬기도 벅찬데 뭘 믿고 그랬을까
미친 놈이었던 날

욕해도 좋아
맘껏 욕 욕 욕해
Woah Yeah Woah Yeah
욕해도 좋아
실컷 욕 욕 욕해
날 향한 증오가 화 정도가 될 때까지
화가 풀려 다시 돌아갈 수 있다면

On that day, I was unusually cold towards you
With a constant yawning
Saying I’m busy, making excuses one day after another
It got obvious that it wasn’t love any longer

With an apology, you and I
Wrote a sad ending to our story with a shaking hand
I feel hurt after saying goodbye
I left you but why am I the one getting hurt I feel hurt

Without a word of thanks, you and I
Stuttered mean things to each other
I’m pretending to be okay, but I can’t lie
I miss you and it makes me regret what I’ve done

In the midst of everything that’s over, I search for you
I want to hold you but all I can think of is your tears

I must’ve been crazy back then, me without you
I can’t go on, because you are all I have after all
I was out of my mind for a moment

I guess I didn’t know back then, in this space without you
I can hardly breathe, I don’t even know why I did that
I was crazy

Curse me for it, it’s fine
Go ahead, curse curse curse me
Woah Yeah Woah Yeah
Curse me for it, it’s fine
Curse curse curse me all you want
Until your hatred for me turns into anger
So that you would relieve your anger and we could be together again

We have said all there is to be said
Let’s just say we weren’t compatible
Honestly, I did have feelings for other people
And that’s my sin

When you asked me if something
Was wrong, I said no no
I’m the one who said not to worry but
Why am I more worried now

In the midst of everything that’s over, I search for you
I want to hold you but all I can think of is your tears

I must’ve been crazy back then, me without you
I can’t go on, because you are all I have after all
I was out of my mind for a moment

I guess I didn’t know back then, in this space without you
I can hardly breathe, I don’t even know why I did that
I was crazy

I was a jerk and I lost you
I hate myself for being regretful
I miss you too much yeah
You are so far away that I can’t even reach you anymore
I live in this never-ending pain everyday

I must’ve been crazy back then, me without you
I can’t go on, because you are all I have after all
I was out of my mind for a moment

I guess I didn’t know back then, in this space without you
I can hardly breathe, I don’t even know why I did that
I was crazy

Curse me for it, it’s fine
Go ahead, curse curse curse me
Woah Yeah Woah Yeah
Curse me for it, it’s fine
Curse curse curse me all you want
Until your hatred for me turns into anger
So that you would relieve your anger and we could be together again