BTS (방탄소년단) – Dis-ease (병)

뭔가 놓친듯해
커피 한 모금으로 불안함을 해소
An endless rest
내게 갑자기 다가온 불편한 행복
24 hours 시간 참 많아
하루 종일 잠자도 지금은 no problem
몸 부서져라 뭘 해야 할 거 같은데
마냥 삼시 세끼 다 먹는 나란 새끼
내 죄, 쉬는 내 자신을 물어뜯는 개
Don’t do that 외쳐봐도 성과에 목매 매일
Errday do ma thang, damn if I fail
계속 으르렁대 썩은 동아줄을 tap
불안전해 이건 병
물리적인 건 직업이 주는 stun!

Maybe
내가 아파서 그래
생각이 많은 탓
I hate that
단순하지 못한 치기 어린 나
나도 참 어려 몸만 어른
절뚝거려 인생 걸음
One for the laugh, two for the show
Just like I’m so fine

Everyday 나를 위로해
다 똑같은 사람이야 ain’t so special
Ay man keep one, two step
차분하게 모두 치료해보자고
나의 병
벼벼벼벼병
버려 겁
거거거거겁

마음에도 방학이 필요해
아 그냥 일은 일로 해
I’m ill, 그래 내가 일 그 자체
쉼이란 친구 oh I never liked him
얼마를 벌어야 행복하겠니?
이 유리 같은 병이 때리지 니 머리
병든 게 세상인지 난지 헷갈려
안경을 벗어도 어둠은 안 흐릿해져
이 시간 뒤에 어떤 라벨이 붙건
부디 그게 전부 너길 바래
너의 너, 너

다들 병들이 많아 내가 헷갈리는 건
인간이란 본디 추악함을 가진다는 것
마음의 병의 가짓수들만 400개가 더
되는데 해당 안 되는 자 거 별로 없단 것
Yo 병든 게 세상인지 나인지
단순히 바라보는
해석들의 차인지
그게 다인지
I don’t know 누군가를 바꿔보는 것
그것보다 빠른 것은 내가 변화하는 것

Maybe
내가 아파서 그래
생각이 많은 탓
I hate that
단순하지 못한 치기 어린 나
나도 참 어려 몸만 어른
절뚝거려 인생 걸음
One for the laugh, two for the show
Just like I’m so fine

Everyday 나를 위로해
다 똑같은 사람이야 ain’t so special
Ay man keep one, two step
차분하게 모두 치료해보자고
나의 병
벼벼벼벼병
버려 겁
거거거거겁

(Sick & tired)
But I don’t wanna mess up
Cause life goes on
(Through the fire)
걸어갈게 더 나답게 woah
(Walk it, walk it, walk it)
밤이 되면 내 두 눈 감고서
(Walk it, walk it, walk it)
내가 알던 날 다시 믿을래

자 일어나 one more time
다시 아침이야 오늘을 나야 해
가보자고 one more night
이 끝에 뭐가 있을지 몰라 ayy
영원한 밤은 없어
난 강해졌어
불꽃이 터져
I will never fade away

Everyday 나를 위로해
다 똑같은 사람이야 ain’t so special
Ay man keep one, two step
차분하게 모두 치료해 보자고
나의 병
벼벼벼벼벼 병
버려 겁
거거거거거 겁
[지민/제이홉] 버려 겁겁겁 버려

It feels like I’ve let something go
Easing my anxiety with a sip of coffee
An endless rest
An uneasy happiness that has suddenly come to me
24 hours is a lot of time
I could even sleep the whole day, now it’s no problem
I feel like I have to do something body-breaking
Me, the brat eating three meals a day to my heart’s content*
My crime, being the dog that bites myself for resting
Even if I shout out ‘Don’t do that’, I hang myself to success everyday
Errday do ma thang, damn if I fail
I keep on barking, I tap the rotten rope
It’s volatile, this is a disease
A natural gun, my job that stuns

Maybe
It’s because I’m sick
Because I have too many thoughts
I hate that
My childish self, incapable of being simple
I’m still such a child, only my body’s grown up
I limp my way through the walk of life
One for the laugh, two for the show
Just like I’m so fine

Everyday, I comfort myself
Everyone’s just the same, ain’t so special
Ay man keep one, two step
Let’s try calmly healing everyone
My disease
Dis-dis-dis-dis-dis-ease
Throw away fear
Fe-fe-fe-fe-fe-ar

My heart needs a vacation too
Ah, just let work be work
I’m ill, yeah, I’m work** itself
That Rest guy? Oh, I never liked him
How much more do you need to earn to be happy?
This glass bottle***, it hits your head
Has the world caught a disease or have I? I’m confused
Even if I take off my glasses, the darkness doesn’t turn blurry
No matter what label we stick behind this time
I really hope it’s all you
Your you, you

Everyone has a lot of diseases, what confuses me is
The fact that humans, by nature, carry within us an ugliness
The fact that there are over 400 diseases of the mind alone
So there aren’t really that many people they don’t apply to
Yo, has the world caught a disease or have I?
Is it simply a difference in interpretation
Amongst those who are watching?
Is that all it is?
I don’t know, it’s faster for me to change
Than to try and change someone else

Maybe
It’s because I’m sick
Because I have too many thoughts
I hate that
My childish self, incapable of being simple
I’m still such a child, only my body’s grown up
I limp my way through the walk of life
One for the laugh, two for the show
Just like I’m so fine

Everyday, I comfort myself
Everyone’s just the same, ain’t so special
Ay man keep one, two step
Let’s try calmly healing everyone
My disease
Dis-dis-dis-dis-dis-ease
Throw away fear
Fe-fe-fe-fe-fe-ar

(Sick & tired)
But I don’t wanna mess up
Cause life goes on
(Through the fire)
I’ll walk on, in a way that’s more ‘me’ woah
(Walk it, walk it, walk it)
When night falls, I’ll close my eyes
(Walk it, walk it, walk it)
And believe once again in the ‘me’ that knew myself

Okay, get up, one more time
It’s morning again, you have to get through today
Let’s go, one more night
I don’t know what’ll be at the end of this ayy
There is no eternal night
I’ve become stronger
Fireworks explode
I will never fade away

Everyday, I comfort myself
Everyone’s just the same, ain’t so special
Ay man keep one, two step
Let’s try calmly healing everyone
My disease
Dis-dis-dis-dis-dis-ease
Throw away fear
Fe-fe-fe-fe-fe-ar
Throw away fear