BoA (보아) – Implode (한별)

돌이킬 수 없는 시간들
무너져 내리는 감정들
붙잡아도 손틈 사이로 흩어져
하염없이 흘러내리는
눈물 때문에 자꾸 나는
시선 둘 곳 찾아 헤메이고 있어

나를 떠나지 마
그 말 한마디가
그때는 왜 그렇게도 힘들었는지
내 곁에 머물러 줘
그 말 한마디가
그때는 왜 그렇게도 힘들었을까

빈틈없이 나를 채우는
부서져 내리는 기억들
비워내려 애를 써도 소용없고
모질게 나를 꼭 붙잡는
그리움들이 자꾸 나를
머물지도 돌아서지도 못 하게해

나를 떠나지 마
그 말 한마디가
그때는 왜 그렇게도 힘들었는지
내 곁에 머물러 줘
그 말 한마디가
그때는 왜 그렇게도 힘들었을까

안녕이란 그 말 흔해빠진 그 말
그 말 한마디에 많고 많았던
웃음과 눈물을 묻고
거짓말처럼 그 어떤 일도
없었다는 듯 살아질 수 있을까

(It’s so damn hard)
나를 떠나지 마
(For me to let you go)
그 말 한마디가
(You know I can’t let you go)
그때는 왜 그렇게도 힘들었는지
(It’s so damn hard)
내 곁에 머물러 줘
(For me to let you go)
그 말 한마디가
(No I can’t let you go)
그때는 왜 그렇게도 힘들었을까

(It’s so damn hard)
그렇게 떠난 너를
(For me to let you go)
자꾸 떠올리게 돼 나는
(You know I can’t let you go)
붙잡아도 손틈 사이로 흩어져
(It’s so damn hard)
아직도 그대론데 나는
(For me to let you go)
기다리고 있는데 너를
(No I can’t let you go)
텅빈 안부 조차 없는 그댄 어디에

(It’s so damn hard) (내 곁에 머물러 줘)
그렇게 떠난 너를 (내 곁에 머물러 줘)
자꾸 떠올리게돼 나는 (내 곁에 머물러 줘)
붙잡아도 손틈 사이로 흩어져
(내 곁에 머물러 줘)
아직도 그대론데 나는 (내 곁에 머물러 줘)
기다리고 있는데 너를 (내 곁에 머물러 줘)
텅빈 안부 조차 없는 그댄 어디에
(내 곁에 머물러 줘)

It’s so damn hard

The times that we can’t go back to
The feelings that have collapsed
Even if I grab them, they fall apart in my hand
Because of the
Constant flowing tears
I keep on looking back

“Don’t leave me”
That simple phrase
Why was it so hard to say then?
“Stay by my side”
That simple phrase
I wonder why it was so difficult to say then

The broken memories that fill me up completely
Are becoming blank
No matter how much I try, there’s no use
The yearning that holds me tight
Even though it keeps me lingering
It won’t even let me turn around

“Don’t leave me”
That simple phrase
Why was it so hard to say then?
“Stay by my side”
That simple phrase
I wonder why it was so difficult to say then

Words of parting, words of weariness
Those words are drenched
In many smiles and tears
Like a lie, would I be able
To live as if nothing happened?

(It’s so damn hard)
“Don’t leave me”
(For me to let you go)
That simple phrase
(You knowI can’t let you go)
Why was it so hard to say then?
(It’s so damn hard)
“Stay by my side”
(For me to let you go)
That simple phrase
(No I can’t let you go)
I wonder why it was so difficult to say then

(It’s so damn hard)
You, who left me like that
(For me to let you go)
I keep being reminded of you
(You knowI can’t let you go)
Even if I grab you, you fall apart in my hand
(It’s so damn hard)
It’s still you
(For me to let you go)
I keep waiting for you
(No I can’t let you go)
At the place where there’s no empty memories of you

(It’s so damn hard)
You, who left me like that
I keep being reminded of you
Even if I grab you, you fall apart in my hand
(“Stay by my side”)
It’s still you
I keep waiting for you
At the place where there’s no empty memories of you
(“Stay by my side”)

It’s so damn hard