LIM KIM (김예림) – Upgrader

아는 것보다
모르는 게 많아도
알 것 같은 것이 늘어나 dear
예전 같으면
웃고 지나갔을 것
모르면 안 될게 늘어나 dear

네가 나를 올리면
그게 너무 높아서
아찔하고 아득하지만
not deluded
네가 나를 놓으면
그게 너무 깊어서
다신 못 나올 것 같지만
not deluded

I owe you in every
long long way
you upgrader are doing
your job all the way
you owe me in very
lone lone way
I upgrader am with you
along the way

upgrader
you ain’t never
upgrader
I ain’t never

난 원래 용기가 없었어
네가 매일 내게
조금 조금 조금씩 줬어
사람들이 나보고
왜 이리 자존감이 높냐고 하면
네가 매일 줬던 걸 생각해
그게 다지

얻는 것보다
잃는 게 더 많아도
채워져 가는 게 늘어나 dear
예전 같으면
그냥 넘어갔을 것
꼭 알고 싶은 게 늘어나 dear

네가 나를 들으면
그게 너무 편해서
포근하고 젖어들지만
not deluded
네가 나를 나를 안고 있으면
우리 둘이 둘이 둘은
still not deluded

I owe you in every
long long way
you upgrader are doing
your job all the way
you owe me in very
lone lone way
I upgrader am with you
along the way

I owe you in every
long long way
you upgrader are doing
your job all the way
you owe me in very
lone lone way
I upgrader am with you
along the way

upgrader
you ain’t never
upgrader
I ain’t never

upgrader
you ain’t never
upgrader
I ain’t never

I may have more things
I don’t know than I do know
But things I think
I will know keep increasing dear
Before, I would’ve just laughed it off
But now I have a lot of things I should know, dear

If you make me cry
It’ll be too high
That it’ll feel risky and faraway
but not deluded
If you let go of me
It’ll be too deep
That I don’t think
I could get out again but not deluded

I owe you in every
long long way
you upgrader are doing
your job all the way
you owe me in very
lone lone way
I upgrader am with you
along the way

upgrader
you ain’t never
upgrader
I ain’t never

I’m not the courageous type
So you gave me
little by little every day
People ask me why
I have so much pride
Then I remember
how you gave to me every day

Even if I have more things
that I lost than I gained
Things that fill up are increasing dear
Before I would’ve just let it go
But there are more things
I want to know, dear

When you listened to me
It was so comfortable
I felt cozy and fell into it,
but not deluded
When you held me
Us two, us two, us two,
still not deluded

I owe you in every
long long way
you upgrader are doing
your job all the way
you owe me in very
lone lone way
I upgrader am with you
along the way

I owe you in every
long long way
you upgrader are doing
your job all the way
you owe me in very
lone lone way
I upgrader am with you
along the way

upgrader
you ain’t never
upgrader
I ain’t never

upgrader
you ain’t never
upgrader
I ain’t never