TAEYEON (태연) – Letter To Myself

I wrote a letter to myself
서툴게도 써내리는 맘속
더 깊이 눌러왔던 말
그 어떤 말보다
널 잃지 않았으면 해

길 잃은 채 헤매던 매일
그늘진 마음 그 끝에
여전히 변치 않은 내가 있었어

I could be good, I could be bad
어렵고 어리던 내게
그 아픔 위로 다시 널 위로하고 싶어

끌어안은 상처 따윈
It’s only hurting you

I wrote a letter to myself
서툴게도 써내리는 맘속
더 깊이 눌러왔던 말
다 쏟아낸 순간
선명해 Voices in my head

My head, my head, my head, my head
내가 날 울리던 모든 밤
기억을 다르게 채워 가

삼켜왔던 단어들로
솔직한 이야기를 적어
이제야 말하는 날 미워하지 마

멍든 마음과 흉터마저
어설픈 대로 내뱉어
더이상 내게 숨길 필요 없잖아

어색한 표현 따윈 버려
I’m done being used

I wrote a letter to myself
서툴게도 써내리는 맘속
더 깊이 눌러왔던 말
그 어떤 말보다
널 잃지 않았으면 해

I wrote a letter to myself
또 잊었던 내 모습이 보여
꼭 숨어있던 날 만나
제대로 마주 봐
들려와 Voices in my head

My head, my head, my head, my head
내가 날 울리던 모든 밤
기억을 다르게 채워 가
Oh uh

My head, my head, my head, my head
오롯이 내가 들리는 밤
다시는 놓치지 않아 날
Oh uh

선명해 Voices in my head
마음껏 외쳐 날 Oh
선명해 Voices in my head

I wrote a letter to myself
Clumsily writing down my feelings
The words I’ve pushed down deep
More than any other words,
I hope I don’t lose you

Lost and wandering every day
At the end of my shadowed heart
I still found the unchanged me

I could be good, I could be bad
To my struggling, younger self
I want to comfort you again over that pain

The scars I’ve embraced
It’s only hurting you

I wrote a letter to myself
Clumsily writing down my feelings
The words I’ve pushed down deep
At the moment I poured them out,
The voices in my head became clear

My head, my head, my head, my head
All the nights I made myself cry
I’ll fill those memories differently

With the words I’ve swallowed
I write down my honest story
Now that I’m speaking, don’t hate me

Even the bruised heart and scars
I’ll express them clumsily
There’s no need to hide from myself anymore

Throw away those awkward expressions
I’m done being used

I wrote a letter to myself
Clumsily writing down my feelings
The words I’ve pushed down deep
More than any other words,
I hope I don’t lose you

I wrote a letter to myself
Now I see the forgotten me
Meeting the part of me that was hidden
Facing myself properly
I hear the voices in my head

My head, my head, my head, my head
All the nights I made myself cry
I’ll fill those memories differently
Oh uh

My head, my head, my head
On a night when I hear only myself
I’ll never lose myself again
Oh uh

The voices in my head are clear
Shout freely, oh
The voices in my head are clear