AB6IX – STUPID

They call me stupid

My mother used to call me
Beautiful 난 아름답대
One in a million
참 멀리서도 빛이 난대
But then 지금의 난 예전 모습은
온데간데 찾을 수 없고
거울 속에 나는 멍들었네

Now I’m bruised hard 세상에게
아프지만 티는 못 내고
하루를 살아가네
(겨우겨우 하루를 버텼네 난)
I feel like I’m alone in my basement
혼자인 게 더 편해 지금은

If I become invisible
아무도 날 찾지 말아줘
곁에 아무도 없는 게
익숙하니까

I feel like I’m a stupid
Feel like I’m stupid
혼자서 고갤 떨구고 있어
모두가 다 말해
넌 대체 왜 그래
나도 날 모르겠는데 왜
And every time I look deep
Into the mirror
거울 속 내 모습이 낯설어
분명 웃는데 왜
눈물이 고여
내 속도 모르고
또 태양은 뜨네
빌어먹을 stupid

수도 없이 눈을 감고 떴지만
아직 이 세상엔 나뿐인 듯해
위태로워 숨 쉴 곳이 필요해
누가 나를 좀 꺼내줘
[우진/대휘] 내 것이 아닌 내 표정과 말투 때문에
[우진/대휘] 더 자주 생기는 다툼
점점 더 느려지는 발걸음
[우진/대휘] 돌아가기엔 늦은듯해

I don’t wanna live like this anymore
동떨어져 있기는 싫어
나도 너처럼 웃고 싶어
예전의 모습 그대로
I wanna go back

If I become invisible
아무도 날 찾지 말아줘
곁에 아무도 없는 게
익숙하니까

I feel like I’m a stupid
Feel like I’m stupid
혼자서 고갤 떨구고 있어
모두가 다 말해
넌 대체 왜 그래
나도 날 모르겠는데 왜

Don’t call me now
My phone’s on mute
아무것도 하고 싶지 않아
방에 틀어박혀 오직 어둠과 나만이
공존하며 숨 쉬고 싶어
어떠한 밝음도 나를 밝혀 주지 못해
저 빛이 무서워 난

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh 빌어먹을 stupid
(1 2 3 4)
I feel like I’m a stupid
Feel like I’m stupid
혼자서 고갤 떨구고 있어
분명 웃는데 왜
눈물이 고여
내 속도 모르고
또 태양은 뜨네
빌어먹을 stupid

They call me stupid

My mother used to call me
Beautiful, she said I was
One in a million
She said I shined even from far away
But then, the me I was before
Is nowhere to be found
In the mirror, I see myself bruised

Now I’m bruised hard by the world
Hurting, but unable to show it
I get through each day
(Barely made it through)
I feel like I’m alone in my basement
Being alone feels more comfortable now

If I become invisible
Please don’t come and look for me
Having no one by my side
Is what I’m used to

I feel like I’m a stupid
Feel like I’m stupid
I’m alone with my head hanging low
Everyone keeps saying
What’s wrong with you?
I barely know myself, so don’t ask me why
And every time I look deep
Into the mirror
The face I see feels unfamiliar
I’m clearly smiling
So why do my eyes fill with tears?
Without knowing what’s inside me
The sun rises again
Damn stupid

I’ve closed and opened my eyes countless times
Yet it still feels like I’m all alone in this world
I’m on edge, I need space to breathe
Someone, please pull me out
With expressions and tone that aren’t mine
I end up in more arguments
My steps grow slower and slower
Feels like it’s too late to turn back

I don’t wanna live like this anymore
I don’t want to feel cut off anymore
I want to smile like you
Just like how I used to be
I wanna go back

If I become invisible
Please don’t come and look for me
Having no one by my side
Is what I’m used to

I feel like I’m a stupid
Feel like I’m stupid
I’m alone with my head hanging low
Everyone keeps saying
What’s wrong with you?
I barely know myself, so don’t ask me why

Don’t call me now
My phone’s on mute
I don’t feel like doing anything
Locked away in my room with only the dark
I just want to coexist and breathe
No light can ever reach me
I’m afraid of that light

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh damn stupid
(1 2 3 4)
I feel like I’m a stupid
Feel like I’m stupid
I’m alone with my head hanging low
I’m clearly smiling
So why do my eyes fill with tears?
Without knowing what’s inside me
The sun rises again
Damn stupid