Chungha (청하) – X (걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠)

어디선가 넌 나를 지켜 보겠지
지키지 못한 약속 모두 다 잊은 채
이제야 나는 제자리를 찾아온 것 같아
닫혔던 문들이 날 향해 모두 열리고

날 두드리는 불빛
보랏빛 떨림들
날 뚫어지게 쳐다보는 눈들이 날
꿈꾸게 만들어

이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘이제는 안녕’ 인사가 되어
흔들리며 사라져 가요
닿을 수 없는 곳으로

You should’ve loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me on your TV screen

드디어 지금이 내 시간이라면
달콤한 속삭임은 다 거둬 주세요
온 세상이 날 버리고 떠나갈 때
그대는 선명하고 가깝게 있어 줘요

날 두드리는 불빛
보랏빛 떨림들
날 뚫어지게 쳐다보는 눈들이 날
꿈꾸게 만들어

이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘이제는 안녕’ 인사가 되어
흔들리며 사라져 가요
닿을 수 없는 곳으로

내가 들어갈 자리가 없던 그림을 난
오랫동안 바라보기만 했었지
그때는 맞출 수가 없던
슬픈 조각들이 날카로운 칼날이 되었네
갈고 갈은 칼로 유령처럼
날 따라다니던 네 흔적을 모두 잘라내
새살이 돋아 깨끗해져 가
마치 아무 일도 없었던 것처럼

이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘이제는 안녕’ 인사가 되어
흔들리며 사라져 가요
닿을 수 없는 곳으로

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You should’ve loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me on your TV screen

From somewhere you’d be watching me
Unkept promises all forgotten
Finally, I think I found my place
All the closed doors now open for me

Knocking on me the lights
Violet tremors
And eyes staring at me
Make me dream

This position didn’t shape me
No flowers on the path I’ve taken
My hand you let go of
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘Now farewell’ is now a greeting
That wavers and disappears
To a place that cannot be reached

You should’ve loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me on your TV screen

If this is finally my time
Take back all the sweet whispers
When the whole world leaves me
Be clear and near

Knocking on me the lights
Violet tremors
And eyes staring at me
Make me dream

This position didn’t shape me
No flowers on the path I’ve taken
My hand you let go of
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘Now farewell’ is now a greeting
That wavers and disappears
To a place that cannot be reached

The picture that had no room for me
I stared at it for a long time
Couldn’t piece together back then
Those sad pieces are now sharp blades
With sharpened knife, I cut away
The scars of you that followed me like a ghost
Filled up clean with new flesh
Like nothing ever happened

This position didn’t shape me
No flowers on the path I’ve taken
My hand you let go of
(You know you messed up, boy)
‘Now farewell’ is now a greeting
That wavers and disappears
To a place that cannot be reached

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You should’ve loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me on your TV screen