KAI (카이) – Blue

I don’t even know 이젠 내가 뭘 원하는지
외로운 건지 아님 외롭고 싶은 건지
멍하니 날 거울에 비추어
내가 알던 난 여기 멈추어
조금씩 다 흐려져
Yeah I’m lonely
Yeah I’m lonely

누가 알아주길 바란 적은 없어
이런 나의 맘을 설명할 순 없어
아무 말 없이 Hold on me
이런 말조차 Hard to me

작은 먼지처럼 가라앉고 싶어
잠시 시간 속에 멈춰 있고 싶어
내뱉는 한숨 Hard enough
더 짙어진 적막 Bad enough

난 이렇게 Everyday
또 지쳐가 Everyday
Everyday

어쩌면 지금 내가 조금 피곤한가 봐
한때 다정했던 안부마저 부담이 돼 난
And uh 시간은 또 흘러가고
이 기분은 날 누르고

누가 알아주길 바란 적은 없어
이런 나의 맘을 설명할 순 없어
아무 말 없이 Hold on me
이런 말조차 Hard to me

작은 먼지처럼 가라앉고 싶어
잠시 시간 속에 멈춰 있고 싶어
내뱉는 한숨 Hard enough
더 짙어진 적막 Bad enough

난 이렇게 Everyday
또 지쳐가 Everyday
Everyday

언젠가 모두 지나가는 거 알아
내일은 좀 더 괜찮아질 거 같아
혼잣말을 해 Never enough for me
잠들지 못해 나를 달래고

Everyday (You know)
날 잡아줘 Everyday (Yeah)
붙잡아줘 Everyday (You know)
날 안아줘 Everyday (Yeah)
Everyday

Everyday (I don’t even know who I am anymore)
날 잡아줘 Everyday (No)
붙잡아줘 Everyday (Oh)
날 안아줘 Everyday
(나를 잡아줘 나를 안아줘 Yeah)
Everyday

I don’t even know what I want now
Am I lonely or do I just want to be lonely?
I see my absent-minded reflection in the mirror
The ‘me’ I knew is stopped here
Little by little, everything is becoming cloudy
Yeah, I’m lonely
Yeah, I’m lonely

I’ve never wanted anyone to know
I can’t explain my feelings like this
Without saying a word, hold on me
Words like these are hard to me

I want to sink like small dust
I want to stop in time for a moment
Exhaling sighs is hard enough
This darker silence is bad enough

I’m like this every day
I get tired again every day
Every day

Perhaps I’m a little bit tired right now, even the
greetings that used to be friendly have become a burden
And, uh, time goes by again
This feeling is holding me down

I’ve never wanted anyone to know
I can’t explain my feelings like this
Without saying a word, hold on me
Words like these are hard to me

I want to sink like small dust
I want to stop in time for a moment
Exhaling sighs is hard enough
This darker silence is bad enough

I’m like this every day
I get tired again every day
Every day

I know everything will pass someday
I think it will be a little bit better tomorrow
Talking to myself is never enough for me
I can’t sleep, I comfort myself

Every day (You know)
Hold me every day (Yeah)
Hold on to me every day (You know)
Hug me every day (Yeah)
Every day

Every day (I don’t even know who I am anymore)
Hold me every day (No)
Hold on to me every day (Oh)
Hug me every day
(Oh, hold me, hug me, yeah)
Every day