Kihyun (기현) – Youth

문득 달라진 게 느껴져
정말 어른이 되고 있어
내 부족함이 보여도 더는 내가 별로 안 미워

오늘 나의 마음보다도
몇 년 뒤를 떠올리면서
나는 자주 불안해 했어
그땐 모든 게 다 그랬어

난 가끔 그리울 것 같아 어리석었던
그래서 더 달리고 달렸던 날들
푸르고 또 푸르던 모습이
새빨갛게 춤추고 뛰던 가슴도

난 요즘엔 하늘이 아름다워
잘 알던 서울이 새삼스러워
비가오면 그대로 다 맞고 싶어
애쓰지 않더라도 행복하고 싶어

문득 떠나고 싶은 날엔
훌쩍 떠나고 싶은데
할 일이 먼저 생각나
꽉 찬 캘린더를 바라봐

나의 이름으로 쓰여지는 약속들이
두근거리던 내 주말들을 채우지만
난 어디로 가는지를 잘 알고 있어
그래서 더 생각이나

많이 무모하고 어리석었던
그래서 더 달리고 달렸던 날들
푸르고 또 푸르던 모습이
새빨갛게 춤추고 뛰던 가슴도

난 요즘엔 하늘이 아름다워
잘 알던 서울이 새삼스러워
비가오면 그대로 다 맞고 싶어
애쓰지 않더라도 행복하고 싶어

사랑한단 말을 더 쉽게 하고 싶어

기억해 불안했던 나의 어린 마음을
겁먹은 채 새우던 어두운 밤을
그때 내게 말할 수 있다면
넌 지금도 충분히 잘 하고 있다고

I can suddenly feel something has changed
I am becoming an adult
I don’t hate myself even when I see my weakness

I tended to get anxious
Thinking about me after a few years
Rather than how I feel today
I was like that at that time

I feel like I will miss those foolish days
Which made me work harder
The days when I was young and cheerful
And the heart that was pumping so fast after dancing hard

I feel like the sky is beautiful nowadays
Seoul feels new although it was a familiar place for me
I want to be under the rain when it falls
I want to be happy without trying so hard

When I want to run away
I just want to go far away
But I keep reminding of what I have to do
I look at the calendar full of schedule

The plans with myself in
Fills my weekends, which were pit-a-patting
But I know where I am going
That makes me remind me those foolish days

Even more
Which made me work harder
The days when I was young and cheerful
And the heart that was pumping so fast after dancing hard

I feel like the sky is beautiful nowadays
Seoul feels new although it was a familiar place for me
I want to be under the rain when it falls
I want to be happy without trying so hard

I wish I could say ‘I love you’ more easily

I remember when I felt anxious when I was young
The night that I spend awaken, feeling frightened
Wish I could tell myself at that time
That I was already doing well