RM – Wild Flower (들꽃놀이) (With youjeen (조유진))

Flower field, that’s where I’m at
Open land, that’s where I’m at
No name, that’s what I have
No shame, I’m on my grave
두 발이 땅에 닿지 않을 때
당신의 마음이 당신을 넘볼 때
꿈이 나를 집어삼킬 때
내가 내가 아닐 때
그 모든 때

불꽃을 나는 동경했었네
그저 화려하게 지고 싶었네
시작의 전부터 나 상상했었지
끝엔 웃으며 박수 쳐 줄 수 있길
나 소원했었네
믿었던 게 다 멀어지던 때
이 모든 명예가 이젠 멍에가 됐을 때
이 욕심을 제발 거둬가소서
어떤 일이 있어도
오 나를 나로 하게 하소서

Oh every day and every night
Persistin’ pain and criminal mind
내 심장소리에 잠 못 들던 밤
창밖에 걸린 청승맞은 초승달
I do wish me a lovely night
내 분수보다 비대해진 life
저기 날아오르는 풍선을 애써 쥐고
따져 물어 대체 지금 넌 어디에
Where you go, where’s your soul
Yo where’s your dream?

저 하늘에 흩어질래
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork
저 하늘에 눈부시게
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork

그 어디까지가 내 마지막일까
전부 진저리 나, 하나 열까지 다
이 지긋지긋한 가면은 언제 벗겨질까
Yeah me no hero, me no villain
아무것도 아닌 나
공회전은 반복돼 기억들은 난폭해
난 누워 들판 속에 시선을 던져 하늘 위에
뭘 원했었던 건지 이제 기억이 안 나
얻었다 믿었던 모든 행복은 겨우 찰나

Yeah I been goin’, no matter what’s in front
그게 뭐가 됐건
새벽의 옷자락을 붙잡고
뭔가 토해내던 기억
목소리만 큰 자들의 사회
난 여전히 침묵을 말해
이건 방백, 완숙한 돛단배
모든 오해 편견들에 닿게

반갑지 않아 너의 헹가래
내 두 발이 여기 땅 위에
이름도 없는 꽃들과 함께
다신 별에 갈 수 없어 I can’t
발밑으로 I just go
목적 없는 목적지로
슬픈 줄도 모르고
그림자마저 친구로
I be gone

저 하늘에 흩어질래
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork
저 하늘에 눈부시게
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork

문득 멈춰보니 찬란한 맨발
원래 내 것은 아무것도 없었지
And don’t tell me like you gotta be someone
난 절대 그들처럼 될 수 없으니
(Light a flower)
그래 내 시작은 시
여태껏 날 지켜온 단 하나의 힘과 dream
(Light a flower)
타는 불꽃에서 들꽃으로
소년에서 영원으로
나 이 황량한 들에 남으리
아 언젠가 나 되돌아가리

저 하늘에 흩어질래
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork
저 하늘에 눈부시게
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork

Flower field, that’s where I’m at
Open land, that’s where I’m at
No name, that’s what I have
No shame, I’m on my grave
두 발이 땅에 닿지 않을 때
당신의 마음이 당신을 넘볼 때
꿈이 나를 집어삼킬 때
내가 내가 아닌 때
그 모든 때

Flower field, that’s where I’m at
Open land, that’s where I’m at
No name, that’s what I have
No shame, I’m on my grave
When your feet don’t touch the ground
When your own heart underestimates you
When your dreams devour you
When you feel you’re not yourself
All those times

I yearned for the flames
I yearned for a beautiful fall
Even before the start I imagined
An end where I could applaud and smile
That’s what I wished for
When everything I believed in grew distant
When all this fame turned into shackles
Please take my desire away from me
No matter what it takes
Oh let me be myself

Oh every day and every night
Persistin’ pain and criminal mind
Nights the beating of my heart kept me up
The mournful crescent moon hung beyond the window
I do wish me a lovely night
Over my status is an oversized life
Desperately holding onto a balloon drifting by
I ask where you could be right now
Where you go, where’s your soul
Yo where’s your dream?

Gonna scatter across that sky
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork
Gonna shine across that sky
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork

Where’s my end finally gonna be
Everything’s so exhausting, from A to Z
When’s this wretched mask finally gonna come off
Yeah me no hero, me no villain
I’m barely anything
Idling repeats, memories turning vicious
Lying in a field, I set my sights onto the skies
Now I can’t remember what I wanted so badly
I trusted I was happy, now a mere memory

Yeah I been goin’, no matter what’s in front
No matter what it may be
Memories of holding onto dawn’s edge
and spitting things out
Society’s all for the loudest voice
And here I am, still speaking silence
It’s an aside, a boat in full bloom
To face all the prejudice and misunderstandings

I don’t care much for being tossed into the air
Grounded on my own two feet
Amongst the flowers without names
I can’t go to the stars again, I can’t
Underfoot, I just go
To a destination without a purpose
Not even knowing my own sadness
Even making friends with the shadows
I be gone

Gonna scatter across that sky
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork
Gonna shine across that sky
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork

Paused and turned out to be gloriously barefooted
Nothing was ever meant to be mine
And don’t tell me like you gotta be someone
Because I’ll never be like them
(Light a flower)
Yeah, my start was poetry
My one and only strength
and dream that protected me so far
Burning fireworks to flowerworks
Boyhood to eternity
I’ll stay in this barren field
Ah, I’ll return someday

Gonna scatter across that sky
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork
Gonna shine across that sky
Light a flower, flowerwork
Flower flowerwork

Flower field, that’s where I’m at
Open land, that’s where I’m at
No name, that’s what I have
No shame, I’m on my grave
When your feet don’t touch the ground
When your own heart underestimates you
When your dreams devour you
When you feel you’re not yourself
All those times