MONSTA X – Deny

오늘따라 괜히 더 그래
그냥 기분 탓인가 보네
애써 날 외면해 I’m lying to myself
그저 그런 날도 이젠
예전 같지 않아 더는
Can say that I’m looking at you

즐거움도 잠시 난 매일이 만취
어지러워 또 쓰디쓴 위스키를 삼키지
잠이 오질 않아 천장엔 너가 보여
꿈인지 생시인지 너의 미소가 또렷이 보여
다 지우고 싶어 쫓기는 기분이 싫어
이런 감정을 남기고 간 자린 왜 짙어
흐릿해도 망정 난 지금 도망쳐
떠올리면 선명한 넌 날 너무도 망쳐

Every place where I go
Can’t stop this feeling
아무렇지 않은척해도

It’s always you, full of you
Maybe you’re not, maybe maybe you’re not
네가 난 아니라 해도
난 네게 벗어날 수 없어

Do you love me?
Maybe you’re not, maybe maybe you’re not
Even tho you hate me baby
Can’t take my eyes off you baby

일방적인 관계에서 가끔 허무함이 몰아쳐
감당하기가 벅차 숨이 턱 끝까지 차 있어
대체 언제까지 감내해야 해
지겹거든 마냥 기다리는 것도, 너는 익숙해?
기다림이 습관이 되고 싶진 않아
이 사실을 부인하지 마 나를 잘 알잖아
Can’t take my eyes off you
Or should I close my eyes and give up of you

별 감흥 없이 있다가도 네 흔적에 흔들려
긴 기다림도 난 기다려
Baby I just want you all day

Can’t get you outta my head
밀어낼수록 당겨지는 이끌림
Are you still far away?

Every place where I go
Can’t stop this feeling
아무렇지 않은척해도

It’s always you, full of you
Maybe you’re not, maybe maybe you’re not
네가 난 아니라 해도
난 네게 벗어날 수 없어

Do you love me?
Maybe you’re not, maybe maybe you’re not
Even tho you hate me baby
Can’t take my eyes off you baby

It’s one of those days
Guess it’s just how I’m feeling
I try to look away from myself, I’m lying to myself
Even the ordinary days
Aren’t what they used to be anymore
Can say that I’m looking at you

Little bit of joy, I’m wasted every day
Feeling dizzy, I swallow the bitter whiskey again
I can’t go to sleep, I see you in the ceiling
Is this a dream or reality? I can clearly see your smile
I want to erase everything, I hate feeling chased
Why is the place you left these feelings so dark?
Thank goodness it’s blurry, I’m running away now
You ruin me when you clearly pop up in my head

Every place where I go
Can’t stop this feeling
Even though I pretend it’s nothing

It’s always you, full of you
Maybe you’re not, maybe maybe you’re not
Even if you don’t feel the same
I can’t get away from you

Do you love me?
Maybe you’re not, maybe maybe you’re not
Even tho you hate me, baby
Can’t take my eyes off you, baby

In this one-sided relationship, I feel so empty at times
It’s too much to bear, I’m all out of breath
Just until when do I have to endure this?
I’m also tired of waiting for you, are you used to it?
I don’t want to have a habit of waiting
Don’t you deny this fact, you know me very well
Can’t take my eyes off you
Or should I close my eyes and give up of you

Even while I’m feeling numb, I get shaken by your traces
I wait even for a long time
Baby, I just want you all day

Can’t get you outta my head
The more I push you, you pull me in
Are you still far away?

Every place where I go
Can’t stop this feeling
Even though I pretend it’s nothing

It’s always you, full of you
Maybe you’re not, maybe maybe you’re not
Even if you don’t feel the same
I can’t get away from you

Do you love me?
Maybe you’re not, maybe maybe you’re not
Even tho you hate me, baby
Can’t take my eyes off you, baby